It's decided..

So yeah... it's decided that I'm going to take the April Intake

there were people who did support me, but there were people who did not support me :S

But hell yeah, i know what i want. and i know what i want to do. it's my decision.

Many people were asking, "sar lo mau ngapain selama 6 bulan?"
they were like intimidating me with really hard question, but Thank God, i can handle it

for 6 months, i will:
1. take french lesson -- this is my dream, really, since i watched eiffel i'm in love, i really want to take a french lesson :)
2. finish my violin lesson -- I REALLY MISS MY VIOLIN LESSON, i miss mbak nuri. and somehow im afraid that i don't finish the lesson, that i will forget how to play my violin -__-
3. take piano lesson -- AAAAA I MISS PLAYING PIANO IN THE RIGHT WAY. i've stopped piano lesson since i was in sec 1. now i REALLY MISS IT!
4. work in RA -- at first, mr manish were offering me job as the lecturer assistant, but i'm afraid that he will change his mind. He was talking to me (via bbm) like 2 weeks ago and said that i have to reconsider my decision about going to take the april intake, because he said that KAPLAN singapore will not help them like what they did to us before. Kaplan Singapore was disappointed after what they have done for us to take the September Intake. okay. we are wrong because we don't know what we want to do at first. BUT, this wont happen if "statistics situation" happened. RA was the one who chose the teacher, and the whole class (except Joshua) failed statistics. If it wasn't because of the teacher, we wont failed. So mr manish, you can't put all the blame on us. You took a part on why we want to go to the april Intake.

I have made up my mind of going to April Intake. It's my decision, it's my life (tai banget bahasanya)